Saturday, August 05, 2006

The honeymoon is over

All I am going to say here is that the honeymoon is over, with my job that is. Something happened, which I won't dredge up, but it let me know EXACTLY what my boss thinks of me and that I've been busting my hump to support someone who really does not care about me.

I hate it when I get this way because it diminishes the quality of work I generate. No more worrying about whether WE meet deadlines. It's about whether I meet my deadline with her. No more being concerned that I look good for her to the Executive Committee, only that I cover my butt.

Sorry to say I'm being selfish because now my job is all about me. I will generator the best work I can, but I do it for me. I know that what I do is good and that when I do make a mistake, I can make it better and fix it. But no more running interference for her.

Enough said.

God bless you all.

1 comment:

Donna. W said...

Ah, so now it's just another job. Well, that's how it seems to be for about 90% of the working stiffs. My experience at Kohls was similar: It began as a dream job and ended as a nightmare. Thanks to the last supervisor.